The Ruiner: Inside the Illuminati Mind

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I found some interesting blog about a  person who claims to be Illuminati insider and this is pretty convincing stuff… more to come:

Introduction

My name is unimportant.My reason for writing is that there seems to be an abundance of stories being told in the Alternative Community which push a long standing and intense “Illuminati” agenda.

I will be calling the Cabal and it’s cults the “Illuminati” during these writing.  That is not an accurate name, but it is the one most commonly used.

The reason I am aware of their plans is I was raised within their systems.  I was a member both by blood and by initiation.  I was educated and trained by their members at the highest level and for several years assisted them in their goals.  While I was a member and involved a large portion of my “job” was to understand their plans, how they will be presented to the world, and what this would cause.  The “Illuminati” itself used to call me “The Keeper of Secrets” which anyone reading this with experience will understand.

A group who exists in secret has many secrets, even from members,  and it was my position to be aware of this and how it is achieved.

This was a title, something they called me, and one of my jobs.  Before reaching that point I had other jobs with them.

At one point I was a trainer, teaching telekinetic or Remote Influence attacks and defense.  At another I was a Magician who would influence others when given the order.  Another was teaching the process of operating Cloned or “Avatar” bodies.  The last was to dis inform an agency on the topic of Paranormal Activity.

The reason I transition between these jobs as I found myself faced with performing tasks I could not support.  The hope was to find a “suitable position” that both employed my skills and allowed me to operate without interruption from something I have in abundance.. Conscience.  When I refused to use RI techniques to harm others, I was turned to a Magician.  When I refused to use black magic to harm others or influence others to “our” goals, I was sent to teach soul transfer.  When I became repulsed by the people I was teaching, I was sent to a Paranormal Studies agency to “bury” the project.  I was asked to falsify reports to show that this agency captured nothing of value.  At this point, I wanted out of the order all together.

How I managed to get out and what agreements I made, I will state another time.

From there I went on to join a “White Hat” group.  Let’s face it, this is just another secret society.  This one specialized in identifying and aiding people who exhibit “Exceptional Abilities”.  These people would be closely watched for some time before being approached and offered a place within the “White Hat” society.  When it became clear this was just another secret society with the belief that they are “above” the rest of humanity who really did nothing of value for the WHOLE but instead did great things to benefit their own small group, I quit this as well.

Since I have straddled both sides of this fence, helping out at times when my moral compass will allow.  Actions that do, even if silently, help the whole of humanity, are worthwhile to me regardless of who I am “working” for.

The work I do now is all in communications.  Mediating meetings.  Conversing with people and beings that do not wish to talk freely.  Telepathically I can reach any form of being you place in front of me.  This is a skill I have spent many years growing, and one that too few possess in these cults and programs.

And this gives you some back story on your writer…

I will be explaining something I think is very important for those who wish to know to understand.  The “Illuminati Plan” and how to identify its stages.  We are right in the middle of the final act, and the climax is approaching.  Let us see if we can’t be prepared when it arrives.

Background

The family my soul was set to incarnate into is a Cabal family.  An “Illuminati” family.  Full of Freemasons, Lawyers, Police, Doctors, Teachers, Military Personnel and Politicians.This family has arranged marriages for the purpose of maintaining the “Bloodline” and assets of the family.  One of the 13 “pure” Illuminati Bloodlines.

My mother was set to marry a man with my name (The Ruiner of course) and refused.  She was bitter because she was not “special” like her sisters and therefor not “taken to camp” with them.  What this meant, she didn’t know, was that her sisters were heavily programmed and installed in “Secret Programs” created and operate by the “Illuminati”.  She was not as easy to mind control as her sisters because she did not share the desires of the Family.

She thought she would “get back” at her fathers lack of attention by refusing her arranged marriage and deciding instead to get pregnant by a stranger, knowing this would make her ineligible for this arranged marriage.

It worked.  She did not have to marry The Ruiner.  Instead, she married a truck driver after getting the random sperm donor to exit her life.

What she didn’t know is her father had high hopes for her to-be-born child.

Your writer is this child.

I was 4yrs old when I was taken on a “special trip” by my Grandfather.  What I was told is I was being taken to see some really big fish. Where we arrived is Marine Land in Niagara Falls Canada.

There I was introduced to a Mr.Johnson.  I was too young to understand this was not his actual name.  Mr. Johnson went on to ask me a series of questions and even gave me what seemed like a doctors examination.  From there I got to meet the head trainer and their team of trainers and get up close and personal with the killer whales they kept.

About a month after that I was taken to “Camp” for the first time.  On the way to the “camp” my Grandfather started to explain how our family was not like other families.  That he and my aunts and cousins were all “special” but my mother and father are not.  He told me I am “special” like he is and therefor will be educated like the other “special” members of the family.  That I would be shown “secrets” and I couldn’t ever tell anyone.

It was not long after arriving that the first “secret” was revealed to me.

The “camp” was just outside of a town in Ontario Canada called Port Perry.  The “camp” appeared to be a Bible Studies camp.  A small campground with a handful of cabins all about the same size and a couple portables. One cabin was larger than the others and that is the one one entered.

My Grandfather moved a table from the middle of the room to a side, and told me to stand where the table was.  He stood next to me with his arm around me and immediately I thought “why is he holding me so tight?”.  I received my answer when the floor began to sink into the ground below the cabin.  Within a few seconds I saw that this floor was actually an elevator, and once it dropped below the level of the cabin floor we were in an elevator shaft that after about 20 feet revealed glass walls that provided a view into what was a very large area which looked like the inside of a warehouse.  This was my first view of what is now known to most reading this as an Underground Base.

I spent the entire summer there from mid June until the end of August.  I will not go into what occurred at “camp” that summer.  Any readers familiar with the “Illuminati” will understand that this was a “Program Facility”.  This first “camp” was meant for basic “programming”. (See MKUltra style programming)

The next two summers I returned to the same camp and received this “programming”.  After the summer I would go back to my home where my mom and step-dad lived.  I would attend “public school” during the day and had martial arts classes in the evenings.

After the first two years I started to be bounced around between various “camps”/Underground Facilities. This continued until I was 8yrs old at which time I was told the “programming” wouldn’t work.  I was then asked what interested me the most of all the things I had seen and learned over those first four summers at “camp” and my only response was “The Whales at Marine Land”.

Unable or unwilling to give them the type of response they wanted it was decided that they would try a “more aggressive program”.  This was my first introduction to what is known as the “Secret Space Program”.

The programming still wouldn’t work.  I was uncontrolled.  However, I did not rebel against the “camps” or Programs.  I was interested and they could see this.  So after a few years of working within their Secret Space Program I was “promoted” to a “trainer” position.  I would train other Secret Space Program members.

After some time the actions of this Secret Space Program turned me off of my own desire to experience the things I was.  The “gain” I received was not, in my own opinion, worth the price I would pay.  I understood early on that “we” were hiding a lot of truth from humanity.  That “we” were using our knowledge and resources to ensure the survival of The Families/ The Orders rather than guiding humanity to a positive future.  This realization was not met with anger from my handlers and teachers but rather with excitement.  I was then moved to a new “Program” where I would be educated in what “we” call “Cultural Guidance”.  This is literally the creation of a controlled culture.  It included education and media news as methods to form the opinions of the masses by providing misinformation and disinformation.  Mind control.  I quickly became an expert on their methods and for a while, was a “good little asset” for them.

In order for me to do this job, learn these things, I was required to attend every “secret meeting” I could possibly attend.  All of the parties and rituals as well as tours and briefing on all the various “secret Programs”. (There are many)

What I witnessed was abuses and murders and rapes.  People being eaten or killed for sport.  Women and men being used and Programmed as sex slaves. I witnessed politicians creating campaigns and public speeches geared to dis inform the public.  World Leaders who to the public appeared as enemies sharing a sex slave in secret meetings.  Witnessing plans being made to steer the public opinion against one side, and for another, meanwhile both sides are shaking hands as the result benefited both parties.  it benefited both parties because in truth, they are one party.

There were times I was offered, encouraged, and even demanded to “partake” in such activities and refused.  “Kill me if you wish, but I will not do that” I would say with absolute conviction.  For a while they tried torturing me in various ways to get me to “agree” to their “terms” but all such attempts failed.  I would repeat “Kill me if you wish, but I will not do that”.

I asked to be released.  I threatened to “tell everyone”.  “They” were not bothered by my threats.. “If you tell anyone we will kill you”.  At this point I actually welcomed death over what I was enduring.  SO I told several people.  A kid at my public school (who went missing), an Aunt (who was committed into a mental hospital three days after I told her) and a Police Officer I stopped on the street. (Who went “missing” soon after).

When I attempted to try telling my parents I was scolded and punished for “lying”.  In their minds I stayed with my Great Aunt all summer. (The same Aunt who had been committed) and actually “drove her insane”, literally.

At this point I realised my parents had been “reprogrammed” which is what we called it when we would “alter memories” of individuals associated with the “programs”.

When I was taken to “camp” the next summer, everything changed.

I was 15yrs old. I wanted out.  They could not control me or program my mind successfully.  So I was given to a being, a man, who is “at the top level” of the “Illuminati”.  I was told it would happen, and everyone around was surprised.  This was “Unique” some would say, “This never happens” others would say.  This being, this man, became my “mentor”.  For four years I was constantly with or in contact with this being.  My “education” became more vast and deep.  The horrors I witnessed also increased and so I still wanted “out”.  This being and I had endless debates about my removal, all the while I was still “working” for them.

During the time I was being mentored my role became very sensitive.  I understood how to not only leave my own body but how to enter and control other bodies.  At the time I developed this skill the Programs had developed a “Clone” Program which involved creating biological clones and empty body vessels for the “top level” “Illuminati” members as well as the Secret Space Program and Secret Military Operations.  A common use for clones was entertainment, and my “job” was to teach celebrities (music and film stars, politicians ect) how to transfer into a clone and operate said clone.  This was done without technology however at the time a technology was being (re)developed (reverse engineered) to achieve this transfer.  Once the tech was up and running they allowed me to leave the Clone Program and offered me a job as a “mole” at a Paranormal Studies organization.  This Org was at the time working with and funded by the Canadian and Untied States Governments.  The “goal” was supposedly to detail paranormal truth and package it as an educational package for the public sector.  My job was to ensure that wouldn’t happen.

I was installed as the Director of the project.  All final reports were made by myself.  My job was to discredit all the evidence and those who collected it.  I did my job well and the Governments shut the door on this project, concluding there is no truth to Paranormal Studies, cutting funding and burying the evidence.

I HATED doing this.  These were good people whose work I destroyed.  There was a lot of evidence involved enough to prove to the public that “paranormal activities” exist and can be measured and predicted. Again I asked to be released and was denied.

So it was hopeless.  Those I tried to tell either went missing or crazy, or they refused to believe a word I said.  If I continued I would have to perform actions I know are wrong.  The result was my resignation to suicide.

I had travelled to Victoria BC, then 19yrs old, and planned to jump from a high cliff into the ocean to end my life.

Intentions

What is my intention?I want you to know the plan so you can see the operations as they unfold.

These posts will not be in order.  Each one will be seemingly random.  Each will become a piece of the puzzle.  Eventually you the reader will have enough pieces you will start to see the picture beginning to form.  At this point, simply ask, and I will help put them in their place.  HELP I said.. It is ultimately up to you.

There are no benevolent ET’s coming to save you.  There are no “White Hat” groups trying to save you.  All either of those could possibly do is give you the tools to help yourself.  With that said, the tools are available.  You just may not see them as tools.

So my intention is to empower you with confidence and knowing-ness.

If you choose to keep reading or follow this blog, I will tell you what their plans are and how they are in the process of achieving them.  Even if it hurts you current view.

Magic is the focus of Imagination and Will.  The two powers most under attack.  Imagination is not encouraged.  Will is not recognized.  We reward the people who can play the game.  Not those who dream outside of it.

This is why magic works against humanity and not for them.  I want you to know that Magic is your right as a spiritual being existing in creation.  Magic is your paintbrush and the holographic construct we call reality is your canvas.  Just remember that you share this canvas with billions of other active artists.

I want to tell you about my experiences within both the “Illuminati” and later on the “White Hat” groups.

I will also tell you about my most recent works along side the Secret Space Program, as it is important for humanity and isn’t likely to be told anywhere else.  (They won’t actually attack me for doing so.)

More than anything else.  I want you to see how far they have gone to convince you that you are not more powerful than they are.

A Regular Everyday Normal Guy

As part of my agreement with the Order when I left the family, I created a “regular life” and public personality that not only hides any involvement with the “Illuminati” but also makes it very easy to discredit me should I have gone full Whistle blower previously.When I was released my educational records were altered.  Transcripts and degrees vanished.  Even people I knew well had no recollection of me.  Medical records were changed.  Even my legal name was changed and passports and licences were vanished.  This was all to cripple me in a sense.  Something I had to learn to live with and rebuild.

I began to collect “normal friends” and do “normal things” keeping any of my occult knowledge buried and anytime it was noticed I easily dismissed it in their minds as “something I’ve read about”. I also developed some artistic skills and started creative projects as a way to channel this information and knowledge.  As per my agreement, I can tell the truth, only if it can be easily written off as fiction if it starts to catch too much attention.

I married my long time girlfriend and I have two children with her.  We have since split.  But this process created a long list of people who know me as just a “regular everyday normal guy”.

This has become my Clark Kent alter ego, this normal man who only reads about the occult but has never had to experience it.  He doesn’t talk much or at all about Secret Space Programs or Giants.  Just the occasional astral projection lesson or two.

My kids I raise as if all this knowledge is common place, as it was for me, without submitting them to any rituals or secret meetings.

I also have siblings who are uninvolved (not qualified for) with secret societies of any kind.  This helps me remain grounded and keeps me close to the masses, providing an understanding most of my “Illuminati” peers have never experienced or come to understand.

Another frequent pass time is reading blogs and forums and other social media discussing occult topics.  I find that very entertaining.  It’s my guilty pleasure.  Guilty because I shouldn’t be laughing at it all.  The egos of all the researchers clinging to the stories best suited for their audience and drive up their website hits and conference ticket sales.  One of my favorite topics for that is Reptilians.  I have spent a great deal of time around this race of Draco Reptilians and have come to understand them very well.  So as information started coming out from speakers and researchers such as David Icke, I was having a blast watching all the readers and listeners cringe and rail against this idea.  Oh if you only knew how many of your historical figures both heroes and tyrants were physical Reptilians or incarnated reptilian souls.  You human body is more reptilian than even I would care to admit.

Often I’ll introduce myself to these posters and bloggers.  Some are just the people searching for valid info.  Some are claiming to be contactees or insiders of various levels.  The most REAL people come from the searching side.  In my experience 99% of the insiders, whistleblowers and contactees start with some truth, then feel the attention and begin to weave their story into something larger than it is.  They all do the same “Listen to me because this ET race chose me” song and dance.   It’s truly amusing.  Any true “insider” can see through all this nonsense.  Most simply sit back and watch with the same guilty amusement that I do.

The researchers are the most fun though.  SO MANY are males using their “knowledge” and pseudo-celebrity to attract females, or money, or worshippers.  Same applies to some Whistleblower/contactee/insiders as well.  Again, entertaining.

Each one has their own version of “saviour” be it some ET races they contacted or contacted them, or some secret society exposing the others, or some politician standing up to another.

For someone as involved as I have been, this is where the story falls apart.  ET races that are not part of the control system do not intervene.  They understand free will and that it is humanities duty to stand up and free themselves.  Humans invited this control and loved it for so long, that NO ONE is going to help us out from under it anymore than they have by giving us all we need to know about how they are enslaving us.

Oh.. And ALL countries, ALL secret societies, ALL secret government/military/space programs.. are ALL created, controlled and monitored by the “Illuminati”.  ALL of them.

Freemasons have dark masons and light masons.  These sides are opposing.  And the Illuminati has important members on both sides.

The U.S. doesn’t like Russia.  The Illuminati has important members on both sides.

Program X is opposing Project Y.  The Illuminati has important members on both sides.

The “White Hats” are attempting to overthrow the Cabal.  The Illuminati have important members on both sides.

So if you’re waiting for the White Hats, or Project H Y G, or this or that ET race to come and take over from the Illuminati and free you all, please don’t hold your breath.  That will NEVER happen.

But…

The Universe is providing you with a form of energy that can help you SEE the control well enough to withdrawal consent.  To give you the internal strength to stand on your own and the courage to walk a path alone without someone there to protect you, or guide you, or just plain agree with you.

If you can do this, as individuals, and as a whole, you WILL save YOURSELF from the control of the Illuminati.

Oh and.. The Illuminati are just as controlled as you are.  As are the beings controlling them, and the beings controlling them.  There is a pattern here I hope you see.

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